you kept me from shaking last night.
wipe the cold sweat from these hands.
sorry i lost sight of what i was sent to do.
couldn't escape no matter how many times i've tried to do in the past.
your arms, your eyes.
they are like the tides we know.
pull me in and push the moments aside.
you don't make much sense.
you're too tired of trying.
i don't need you or this.
it's so complicated.
doesn't make much sense.
to carry this out.
could you forgive the way i left you?
you said "i'm getting used to it, by now your apologies don't mean shit".
whisper.
screaming